friendship for real?

okey i'm sorry..i do said wanna sign up..but suddenly I saw something on my facebook..
and then I realize..

where's the " she's my BFF" gone ??
is it hiding or something?

i remember how i always share her my hugs and where is she when i need a hug?

i remember how we always share laughs and where is she when i need to laughing?

i remember how we always share tears and where is she when i need someone to wipe my tears??

i remember how i always share her my wisdom-or-kind like that and where is she when i need a listener?

i remember how i always share her my ears and where is she when i need someone to talk?

where are thou??

and please don't say its all about distance.because is not! i can prove it.

its kind a hard to being your friend,, you're not easy.
but i just love you the way you are..like i wish you love me the way i am.

then why you act like this? 'cos u meet a bunch of new friends? a new circles?
if it so..i'll try to be good.
not easy to handle,,

is not that im gonna say " ok..so u're there..i'm here.we're so far..bye bye now"
but trust me i'll pass it!!

its just..
feel so fail to see you like this..
snif..snif..

-xoxo-