why can people accept that me and him just friend??

wakey wakey bloggers..

Actually is like I’m opening the old box ..er.. High school box..
Honestly, I really like to keep it just in my head,, but last night, a girlfriend suddenly remind me again about that thing. The crush thing.

Back to 4 years ago,, I had BoyF,, and my friend named A had BoyF too.. let’s just called him Mr.X. . I made a really nice friendship wit A and Mr.X,, otherwise, Mr.X is my BoyF bestfriend.. we’re going to school together, catch up when its break time,,hang out after school,, make a plan for weekend,, even we always play PS in my house four times a week.. huff.. it was nice. And I love it..

Nah,masalahnya..why people cant see our relationship like a normal relationship?? Orang2 selalu berpendapat bahwa gw suka ama si Mr.X, karena we’re so close..Akibatnya,, believe it or not , “genk” gw nganggep boong bgt kalo gw g punya prasaan apa apa ama MR.X,si A pernah pasang aksi diem ke gw slama 6 bulan, she’s jealous or sumthin’!!!! And my BoyF? He’s wondering ‘bout my feeling to Mr.X.
What a sake!

Until Now,, 3-4 years after.. my BFF? M, and C still think that I have special feeling for Mr.X,,
Si A?? untrust about my feeling too.. my highschool Boy F?? well, who cares..we’ve broke up 3 years ago.. *snif..snif*

So,tadi malem gw chat ama si A,,dia crita kalo si Mr.X udah punya cewe lagi..and I said “ so? Lo sedih ya”.. and you know what,,dia malah bilang “ bukannya lo yg sedih??”
Trus gw crita ke si M apa yg udah gw chat-in ama si A tadi,,and you khow what..dia juga malah bilang “ lo kali yg sedih ??” damn!!

I have no special feeling for him!! He’s just my bestfriend and always be..
Accept that please.. and after 4 years you all not really change your mind about that, don’t cha? So, how long I have to wait until you change it?? Like er..never?? hahaha…

Ps: I wondering why when I wrote this post, 2 of my ex-s called and text me??
Miss you guys..

-xoxo-